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Letting the Light In: Albedo
Albedo Mushrooms Date: 2025.11.22 Dose: 1.5 grams Ingestion Method: oral I’ve been taking a hiatus from mushrooms since the culmination of my series of intense trips on APE exploring Applesauce Universe. I was surprised to realize it’s been a year, but I had the hypothesis going in that I would not return to Applesauce Universe & that I would no longer feel sensory overload. I still felt that my tolerance would be low though, so I took a very conservative dose. I was correct

Mary Lydia
Nov 233 min read


Molly: Multi Days of Entheogens: Part 3
Molly Date: 2025.11.07 Dose: 100mg; 120mg; 150mg (redosed every few hours) Ingestion Method: oral We couldn’t take any Molly onto the ship, which was really a shame because I think it would have been the most conducive substance for the setting for me. But being there made us want to do it so we did some after we returned home. While acid was more well tolerated around large crowds than the 2-cb for me, I still prefer all psychedelics in solitude or a small intimate setting.

Mary Lydia
Nov 144 min read


Orange Sunshine: Multi Days of Entheogens: Part 2
LSD: Orange Sunshine Date: 2025.11.04 Dose: 1/2 tab Ingestion Method: oral This is one of my favorite types of acid I’ve ever taken. I consider it a rather “happy acid” and all of my trips on it have been rather light and sparkly except for one. I therefore thought it might be a good psychedelic to try using around people. Considering I didn’t fair so well with the 2-cb, though (and given that I’m rather sensitive), I elected to take half a tab in this setting rather than my

Mary Lydia
Nov 144 min read


Kaleidescoping: Multi Days of Entheogens: Part 1
Lots to unpack here as I had an eventful vacation week! We decided beforehand that we wanted to partake in several days of entheogens. For context we were on an EDM Festival Cruise. I wasn’t sure how this would go as I typically prefer solitude on psychedelics. I felt least comfortable with trying mushrooms in a social setting, so I elected not to try those. This will be a 3 part Trip Report on 2-CB, LSD, & Molly (with a bonus debut of ketamine) as well as a bit of info in pa

Mary Lydia
Nov 103 min read


THC
I’ve never really liked it. I can count on one hand times I found it enjoyable in my teen years. But now we barely drink & one can only...

Mary Lydia
Sep 222 min read


Riding Waves
A Trip Report on Molly + 2-CB at the Beach I wrote this 6/5/2025 the day after the experience, but realized I haven’t yet added it to the...

Mary Lydia
Jul 313 min read


One Heart: Harm Reduction
You won’t see disclaimers or words of caution frequently in my posts because on my network page I link some harm reduction, testing, and...

Mary Lydia
Jul 212 min read


The Fifth Dimension
A tale of A.P.E. On one of my A.P.E. trips I traveled to a place that looked like being inside a multi faceted clear quartz with lights...

Mary Lydia
Jul 132 min read


Synovial Fluid: Oral Ingestion of 2-CB
15mcg oral ingestion via capsule - I’m testing to figure out what the pressed pill dose was, it was higher than this, I’m now certain....

Mary Lydia
Jul 62 min read


The Importance of Aftercare & Recovery
As I mentioned I began experimenting with Molly at 14. Only then, recovery was easy. I barely skipped a beat after a dance filled night....

Mary Lydia
Jul 22 min read


Molly Memories Throwback
Tonight is a Molly night. There won’t be much to report on this, the experience is consistent and I have been doing it since I was 14. My...

Mary Lydia
Jun 282 min read


Fractalized Vines: Oral Ingestion of 2-CB
A Trip Report on my Second experience on 2-CB Dose: approximately 15-20mg Ingestion Method: oral via a pressed pill Date: 5/31/2025 This...

Mary Lydia
Jun 283 min read


The Vibrations of Everything: A First Exploration of 2-CB
A Trip Report on my first experience on 2-CB While on my mushroom hiatus I decided to experiment with something new. I’d read that this...

Mary Lydia
Jun 273 min read


The Genesis Point of Applesauce Universe
A Trip Report on one tab of Orange Sunshine Lucy As I said, each time after the Picasso trip that I tripped on mushrooms, I went to...

Mary Lydia
Jun 273 min read


Gallery of experiences
Collection of Trip Creations Below please enjoy a collection of digital art created while tripping or post trip. The first was the first...

Mary Lydia
Jun 201 min read


Applesauce Universe Pt. II
A Trip Report of Ingesting 1.5-2 grams of A.P.E. Over Several Months: The Insights Since I was young, even in middle school when it...

Mary Lydia
Jun 183 min read


Applesauce Universe Pt. I
A Trip Report of Ingesting 1.5-2 grams of A.P.E. Over Several Months “Picasso Pac-Man Land” marked the end of an era. The next time I...

Mary Lydia
Jun 153 min read


Picasso Pac-Man Land
A Trip Report of Ingesting 5 grams of an Unknown Mushroom Strain After months of ingesting P.E. strains, our stash had run dry and we’d...

Mary Lydia
Jun 145 min read


You Build a Fine Shrine in Me
A Collective Trip Report of The Era of P.E. Strains & Shadow Work Journeys At this point to properly convey my trip reports & insights I...

Mary Lydia
Jun 133 min read
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